I am going to try to sleep in my place tonight.Many nights I sleep by a friend because I am too anxious to sleep alone.Some nights I start off in my place but wake up in a panic and drive to friends house.Thank God I can just walk into my friends place day or night without even knocking.Even though in my mind I know its just anxiety the anxiety is so strong that it can trick my mind into thinking I will stop breathing faint or even die.For those who havent had bad anxiety in their lives the way I would describe it is it feels like the feeling one gets when they see a car about to run them over so imagine having this feeling for many hours a day every day.